Where are you God?

This journal entry was written on August 8th, 2017, 5 days after I moved back to Ohio from California. This was written during a rough time in my life. Its amazing to see the growth and how things have changed. I thank God for times of reflection. I pray that this reaches who its suppose to and know that better days are on the way. 

August 8, 2017

6:08 pm

Where are you, God?

                                                                 - Syd

I am in the fiber of your being. I am with you in quiet places and I'm also with you during the loud and hectic times. I am with you as you cry and wonder how could I have let this happen to you?

My child, I am with you even when you ignore me during your busy day. I am in the light and I am in the dark.

Even in your darkest hour, I am present! I am here with you now as you write these words. I have never forgotten about you Sydatris.

I am there in every conversation you have my child. I am there when you begin to 

daydream and wonder if there is more to life.

I am there when you continue to give even though you feel like giving up. I am here and I will never leave you!

- Your Abba